God is calling forth a people to walk in radical obedience in preparation for His coming. Read about the crucified ones. Allow the Holy Spirit to press you upward toward the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.
“…And they loved not their lives unto the death” Revelation 12:11
“Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 3:13-14